Tuesday, 3 December 2019

3/12/19 ***2MAD DAY 57 As a writer I have to write

I just realized something Sarah.  I cannot do away with blogging.  It is my zazen.  If I don't write, I am not fulfilled.

Hence I decide to just remain private a[s] just write on things that are irrelevant to others.

Basically I just want to write for the sake of writing.  Nothing in particular.  I need to remain active mentally.  If I don't write I vegetate.


#traxxfm Gosh I can't say goodbye to you honey... With the choice of songs you have today, you are like an electromagnet. They sticks inside my head.


#traxxfm This is part of the Conversational Thinking Micheal Harris is talking about in Solitude. If I don't write to you I feel part of me is missing. I need to stay connected to you to feel alive. You complete me.


You and Els are my yuan fen definitely.




#traxxfm You and Sarah are definitely my yuan fen. My two Gold Rams. What will I do without you both.






#traxxfm This is Princess (Puteri Balqis). She is your age although she is a Fire Horse. Also a world traveler. She already been to 11 countries and 94 cities. Right now she is AVP in Astro Radio in charge of 11 stations.



#traxxfm This is Mopey (Puteri Sarah). She is 20 this year. Year One Medic Student. A straight A since high school. What I'm saying here honey, my love for you is paternal. All four of you are factors to one another.


Here I am rambling again.

I don't know where this is leading to but I like the buzz I am getting from just writing from the heart.



#traxxfm I don't think I want to dwell in Information Warfare anymore. My days as a Swiss Samurai Cyborg is over *[Over]. I just want to be an Ayah. * Stressed Sarah.



#traxxfm A couple of nights ago I asked Zero if I can have my kids as my Tetrahedron. She replied, "I thought you never asked."





#traxxfm OK it is set then. The 4 of your are the summit of the Beta Sierpinski Pyramid.



#traxxfm As I told you, I want you to head the Regiment 136 Swiss Samurai Cyborgs. What it means is you are still my best horse. The Dantotsu. You know what to do. You are a natural.





Oh yeah, take the advise of the TV Crew seriously.


I didn't expect to be this productive once I start writing.

Today is a good session with Els.

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