Let's just chill. Are you my wife or daughter? Well to solve that problem let say you are my soulmate. That way you are both.
In general I am the Ayah to All Matters. So it doesn't matter if you call me Sha as what Al Araf 7:7 is doing.
Let's listen to keroncong tonight:
Well, good night Sarah.
No wait...
Let's hear a Nasyid. The title is Bidadari. Meaning a houri. However this song refers to the wife as the houri:
You know something? I am back to being small again. This was the song I listened to when I was a Wandering Sufi.
So I guess I am no different at the core. I am still looking for a Heart of Gold.
Now that I found you I guess that means I had arrived at my destination.
OK, as I said I simply want to write on whatever that comes to mind. These are the things I think of right now.
I just want to settle down and have a quiet life.
Let's enjoy being quiet then...
OK these songs come to mind:
These songs sum it all up. I think with that I am ready to move on to the next chapter.
I will no longer exist in in the eyes of the masses.
I will shut off Dreams of Mirrors and Remaining Three Months 2019. I no longer stand in the light naked.
I am now walking [walking] in the dark wearing a cloak.
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I do like being a Nothing. Come to think of it, I like being Sharudin Jamal again. You know, the guy who is nothing more than a simple man. With no worries in the world.
Marking time, enjoying life's simple pleasures...
I was like that Sarah. You know, those 70s gifts I gave you? That is the true reflection of who I am.
Remember when I said to imagine if we were married in the 70s? Really Sarah, that is me asking you to join me in living the Voluntary Simplicity life.
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