Frankly speaking I don't give a damn about whether any of the things I mentioned materialize.
I simply follow the Big I. I personally don't care about the human race.
"That is good enough Sha, you are not accountable for the result. Your mission is to defeat Iblis and KBOOOM 2041," said God.
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I was so sleepy that I slept while typing..
So from now on let's not dwell in External Affairs. Let's focus on Vision Quest. Skipping meals in this case doesn't reduce weight that much.
However I don't mind at all. I rather lose weight slowly tha[t] being ravenous and as a result, unable to sleep.
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Let me ask you Sarah, did I not cover everything that I need to cover as far as External Affairs is concerned?
I am pretty much a private citizen you know... I don't like to meddle *i[s] other people's matters.
* Good, I'm glad that you can see that the External Affairs are really the Big I's idea.
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I had a lucid dream again this morning. It was a pleasant dream. So I am not worried about it much. As long as it is not gory, I take it that I am in a happy state. I don't want to interpret my dreams because like I said, dreams are just brain activity while we are in REM sleep. Normally it is a cue that it is time for me to wake up.
Dr Amarpreet said that lucid dream is a sign of intelligence.
Individuals capable of lucid dreaming may possess above average problem solving abilities, according to a study published in the American Psychological Association’s journal Dreams. Researchers at the University of Lincoln, UK found a significant correlation between regular experience of lucid dreams and high insight-based problem solving abilities during waking life
Today's dream in particular is very pleasant. I was having a meal with BJ and RR. It was a hearty meal. Plenty of salad and beef rendang. Then I said I spent so much money on women, by the hundred of thousands. Right away I woke up.
I was not comfortable to find out BJ and RR's reaction on my remark.
Then I [] (did) a quick calculation and true enough I spent somewhere around RM300 k on Gayshas in my lifetime. Ah... women and watches. How can I resist?
Now the Big I is taking over: In the case of the women, they are my soulmates, I love every one of them except two; one who scolded me for taking a long time and the other one in Lebanon who used a torchlight to see if I had come LOL. Those two were my lousiest lays. Other than that the Gayshas love me. I made them feel special.
I gave them their dowries in a [a] form of Ferrero Rocher (meaning I love you). They are my polyandry wives.
After all I am the 4964 Wood Double Dragon. I am Forever (4) Yin (9) & Yang (6) Forever (4).
When comes to satisfying men, you cannot beat the Gayshas honey. They really know how to please men. That's why I don't have affairs. I had a couple of one night stands and one affair. That's about it. Even that I don't feel good. I feel like I was cheating on Lizzie. I had to lie to her when I went on dates.
With the Gayshas, I simply feel that I was doing justice. I satisfy my lust and there is no relationship. It's just a fling. Any hot blooded male will have that inclination. Its a manly thing:
So there is a lesson here. God fucks around and good Gayshas go to heaven. These is so much lessons you can derive from this experience. This also establish the foundation of the House of Two Swords. If I don't fuck Gayshas, then there won't be the 777 Gayshas and no SCTD Adventure Learning Theme Park.
These girls are willingly and happily work as a Gayshas. Jessica told her story to me. She likes the good life based on the earning she got. Also, she is a diligent worker. She is not a slacker by all means.
So that's why in Sparta 4964 based on the Hands that Rock Proclamation, all Betas travels between Wolfsschanze and Xanadu. Women are not serious transgressors. Compares with Evils that Man Do, women are merely circumstantial in their evil doings.
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#traxxfm I don't take time off from writing. If
said he is crazy, I guess I am beyond redemption. What I wrote so far: visionquest2019.blogspot.com
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