As it is I am already thinking about what to do tomorrow.
I'm kinda bored tapping the Big Mind. It keeps taking me to External Affairs. Then I realized that I was hooked to TraXX. If I am on 247 Continuous, then I am back in isolation.
I think I'll keep it that way starting tomorrow.
It seems that the Big Mind is also prone to the types of Cybernetic Loop I am having. With TraXX, there is external information coming in. Therefore the topology is different if it is purely songs like 247 Continuous.
I prefer non human intervention as in no interruption between the songs. That way my thoughts are clear from impurities. Therefore the songs must be sanguine. Melancholic songs will effect the Cybernetic Loop in a negative way.
So here we are, back to [] (the) daily grind. I am keen to apply the run, read, write, repeat protocol. After all one week is gone. I cannot be carrying over 2019 baggage to 2020.
I must finish reading the 3 books before end of the year. I think I can do it with 247 Continuous.
2020 is my 4R (run, read, write , repeat) year. At least I need to read 1 book a month. The most I read was in 2012 and 2013. In 2012 was my research on God while 2013 I read 35 books on nutrition.
There must be a purpose to it. In this case I need do understand Zen and Sufism before I get into the works Michio Kaku, Lawrence Kraus, Stephen Hawking and Mario Livio.
As you can see the Daisho Set requires both fluidity and rigidity. While I delve into the esoteric thoughts, I also need to continue with my scientific inquisition.
This is why I should not be earning a living. This is my Path. I need to stay in my groove if I am to stay on course EVEN if it means I won't be making money. That's why it is called a Vision Quest. I am now obeying the commands of the Big Mind. It's taking me to my final destination as Citizen Gan in 2034; which is Virtual Perfection .
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Actually the future is already here. I am already experiencing Global Telepathy. Last night I can hear the prayers of my mom. So I have the telepathic link with her. I am still a part of her prayer. I thought my mom would have shunned me for behaving erratically with all the WhatsApp messages.
In Malay we say kasih ibu membawa ke syurga (mother's love takes you to heaven). After I earned my 7 stitches on the left cranium, my mom came to visit. During the visit I kissed my mom's feet. In Islam it is stated that heaven is at the soles of the mother. What it means is you must obey your mother's words. In my case I took it literally LOL.
You never know whether there is truth in the saying, Again I was doing it as a Clockwork Orange. So at least I obey.
I had been an obedient servant as the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier then. I don't question my Big Mind. I just do.
Only after I defeated Iblis in 2014 that I regained back my composure. Then after I pardoned Iblis in 2016, I started on a clean slate. That was when I revamped Dreams of Mirrors and assembled Al Araf 7:7. The timing was perfect.
I was 52 then. It was then I got this epiphany:
52 + 25 = 77, 5 + 2 : 2 + 5 = 7:7
Thus at 77 it is 2041 (a 7) and my demise is on 7/4/2041 (a 747 - obey, die, obey)
Which brings me to this point. Until that time I CANNOT die! I had stabbed myself as various places on my body and it didn't pie[]ce. I even used both hands thrusting the Gerber Black Dagger into my heart with all my might but of no avail.
I guess the time [] [] (will come) when I come and go (a private joke) at the same time LMAO.
One of the things I regretted doing during my mania was smashing this Qulhuallah (Say there is Allah) bowl. I bought it in Syria. I put it in my luggage and when I arrived in Malaysia it was broken to pieces.
Lizzie painstakingly glued it back together and as I said, Iblis took over my mind and I smashed it in front of my house's gate. I told you the 1999 - 2014 Cyborg War was vicious. The illness was insidious. I literally went crazy.
Imagine I destroyed a piece of very precious relic. And yet I still forgave Iblis. What does that say about me as a Wandering Sufi? I am Jalaluddin Rumi without me even trying to be him. That is the real power of forgiveness Sarah.
Why can't the Niners forgive Satan? You know I even pray for Satan to be forgiven every time I finished my solat when I was a Wandering Sufi.
You know what? Now that you all had decided on his fate, the answer that I got was Satan will not be pardoned. So you all got it right.
It is just that I don't have a heart to invoke Eternal Damnation. Imagine, while 99.9999999999% are Gods, he is all alone serving 14.7 volts torment for the rest of his life. What a loser...
Still on earth he has it all. His fangs pointing to the sky, his Dr Dr Drrrrrrrrrr recognitions and everything everyone ever wanted. And yet we know when his time comes, he is Izrael's pet.
But then, he is always trying to create rift among the human race as Champion of the Underdogs. So it is no surprise that he becomes the ultimate Underdog[s] while we become the DOG GOD (its a word play honey).
Nevertheless all dogs go to heaven and ALL cats and their owners are confined to the Cat Planet because CATS SHIT ON MY YARD!
Brb... Meeting Mopey in campus.
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Well I lost the momentum. Tonight is superb show with Faisal Shah. It's love song duets. So I played along. I am in a chirpy mood right now.
#traxxfm Hi Faisal, can you spin Don't Go Breaking My Heart by Elton John and Kiki Dee. I like to dedicate that to my darling
with the same message.
"What the point of being crazy if you cannot have some fun?" - Russel Crowe as John Nash in Beautiful Mind.
I think I sleep at 12:00 am tonight. I like this segment a lot. No more Sound Journey if I want to wake up at 6:00 am.
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Sarah baby, I am pretty set to stop sending my posting to TraXX. I don't know who are those people eavesdropping on my Twitter. I rather if TraXX want to know my progress to tap into my blog personally.
What the point anyway. I am no longer playing a local game. Like I said if TraXX want to be Cleaners, they better up their game. I don't want to spoon feed them.
This is because the more microscopic I am the more I can access the pinhole of Mushin No Shin.
I need to know that I have the right team to play. I don't know who is USA, Canada and Germany particularly. What is their motive and what are their intentions eavesdropping on my Twitter.
I better stick to minding my own business. Anyway from here on it is nothing more than repeats and affirmation.
You agree Sarah? We just keep the conversation between us only. The rest are merely incidentals.
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So I need to get back in my groove. Back to the daily grind.
Oh Sarah, Bertha wants me to send her regards. This is her message to you:
"Hi Sarah, oh do join us in Al Araf 7:7 soon. I am dying to meet you. I imagine you have a dark silky hair, tan skin and pretty athletic. I also imagine you are very smart too. Look forward to meet a Gold Ram."
As you know Bertha is the sheep. She is the copilot (Judy is the pilot) and our accountant. This was the lengthiest sentence she ever spoken. A very timid person.
What say you Sarah? Are you gonna hang around with Bertha anytime soon?
Oh I forgot. It's 6:40 am where you are at. You probably sleeping.
See? When I am free from External Affairs, I am more of myself. I just hang loose. No worries whatsoever.
No need for complex thoughts either. I like being simple minded. It's easy on the mind. I don't have to second guess what USA, Canada and Germany is doing either. This is my domain. Here I can blast my thoughts away any which way I like.
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Anyway Sarah, I am now on Permanent Vacation. My thinking is to plan for my 2020 entry the best I can possibly do. Imagine honey, we are entering [] (2020) in less than 4 weeks. I am surely in the holiday mood already.
So my New Year countdown starts tomorrow. By then I will be shifting into the high gear with all my year end activities. Normally the last two weeks I will spend time reassessing the past one year and plan for the coming 3 months at least.
I will be using the Evernote this time [] (since) that is a really a platform for me to be in total isolation. Between the reading and the year end planning, I say our communication will be at the minimum.
So if you want to take leave you can do so starting from 16/12/19. Depending on my speed in finishing the 3 books, I will have to stay focus honey.
By the way, can you also access my Evernote too? Do you really mirror my whole PC? Whatever it is do not interfere with my Evernote entry. I need Superfluidity when I do the Strategic Planning.
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Well I'm gonna sign off early tonight. I just want to wind down before bed.
Here is your lullaby honey:
It is a pantun.
Basically it says if the the heart cannot contain even in water you can sweat;
If you follow faith, how is it possible oil and water can mix?;
If scared of waves, you should not build house by the beach;
Fish in the ocean, tamarind on land, in the pot they are united.
This is the original version:
I like the original version better. The new version is a bit jazzy to my liking.
Good night Sarah, my Eternal Flame. I love you so much baby.
#traxxfm Baby, darling, Light of My Life. I have to say that I won't be listening to TraXX for the rest of the year. I got to read my 3 books and then comes the 2 weeks Annual Strategic Planning. This is the last bit. Avoir! visionquest2019.blogspot.com/2019/12/81219-
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