As it is the focus is still the 21 km Hill Run. Still, what matters is the 5 km Tempo. I need to increase speed before I go far.
I have to let go of emotional baggage. There is resentment in me and a bit of guilt. These are heavy feeling and they dragged me down emotionally.
I have to forgo any emotional attachment that is not reciprocating. Otherwise it will dragged me down a downward spiral.
The real gold standard is you and Lizzie. I cannot rely on Els. I can get hurt. So I better stay clear from her.
That's the reason why I think I should stay away from TraXX in general. I don't want to go on an infinite loop when dealing with uncertainty. Therefore I just focus on what is certain.
247 Continuous is good. The songs are uplifting and inspiring. My Cybernetic Loop is better. Let past decade stay in past decade. This new decade we start on a clean slate.
I am keen to start building on my Statute of David Project 2022. External Affairs are not my forte.
I better stay on course with my Personal Flight Path. There are too many variables in dealing with External Affairs. Even Collective Intelligence in my opinion only works if there is alignment and synergy. Otherwise I move faster on my own. I can cover more ground.
The speed of a marching army is as fast as it's slowest man.
I cannot depend on TraXX. Not when I am emotionally attached to my intermediary. Therefore I need to keep moving at my pace.
Oh shoot, this song is on air:
#traxxfm Honey, honestly when I saw you with the silly boy Trevor Kerr, part of me cracked and splintered. I thought you two are over? What ever works hon...
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