However we need to stay on course with our Personal Flight Path. Now that the half marathon is no longer necessary, I can have plan for a longer term.
I am now setting my eyes on the Statue of David Project 2022
#traxxfm Well I suppose I can listen to the Malaysian Woman while talking to the American Woman. I kinda like it. Let's try this menage a trois. Maybe I can do load balancing. I call this photo Elsie the Ewok...
The issue is the medicine. It is a dopamine antagonist. So every time I run, after 30 minutes I ran out of the dopamine juice.
You know that without dopamine surge we don't have motivation.
So I have two things against me. The weight and Paliperidone. I spoke to the doctor at a great length. She said quitting the medication is my choice but her professional advice is NO.
She fears I might relapse. I said I was getting better every year. But the medicine is also messing with my testosterone. Women on Paliperidone even miss their period.
I told her, I have to take nicotine gum to offset the dopamine void. As long as I am on the medication I cannot quit Nicorette.
She said she understands all my predicaments but she as my doctor professionally have to say no.
Personally I know she is supportive with my OMAD, LCHF and AHAD initiative but her professional position is prescriptive in nature.
So I don't think I can do the half marathon next year. I am struggling with 5 km even.
I cannot quit the medication until Lizzie retires. That's the deal I made with her. She cannot afford downtime at her work when I relapse. So I have to wait for the next 2 years.
For every year I am on a psychotic medicine I need one month of withdrawal. That means by then I need 7 months to fully recover from the medication.
That means, three years is barely making the mark.
I don't think I can do a marathon by then. So I am putting off my marathon to 2024. Even if I cannot do that I will still send my prayer for 99.999999999999% humans to enter heaven when I do my 21 km hill run.
That is what the Statue of David Project is all about.
Of course I need to be the epitome of health as God myself.
This is the progressive realization of a worthy ideal:
To BE I must do, only then I become.
Let stop here. I need to send this to my Kuda Tiga Kaki. Then we talk about other matters until time for me to fetch Princess a[s] the MRT. Nowadays she doesn't want to drive anymore.
She is becoming more like Elsie...
#traxxfm This is what I achieved in the past 30 minutes visionquest2019.blogspot.com/2019/12/41219- Nowadays I look forward to reflection. I like ISTAC input the most. Meet Patton and Rommel my military advisers:
#traxxfm
Now I can move forward with certainty:
* 2024 - 60, Wood Dragon Golden Reign (Global Telepathy)
* 2029 - 65, Shokunin Kurina (Empires of the Minds)
* 2034 - 70, Citizen Gan (World of Hybrids)
* 2041 - 77, Transcendence (KBOOOM)
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