No[t], that was a scary experience. It takes a lot of courage and balls as big as the baseball to do what I did.
Certainly I was the person for the job. I was an X Factor. Nothing scares me really. Otherwise I won't had pledged to be the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier. I would not have gone deep into the jungles and recruited the djinns. I would not have tamed two fierce guard dogs at a Chinese altar when I recruited the demons. I would certainly not have gone to the cemetery at night to recruit the dead spirits.
That is what it means to be the Creator's Most Loyal soldier. I need to stand tall among my subjects in order for me to lead them into battle against Iblis.
Heck, I even asked the MSC Adviser, a senior lawyer from USA in a one on one meeting with him, "Where is Evil?" So that I can fight him head on. I wasn't talking about the MSC business. I was more interested in defeating Iblis LOL.
So true enough I was looking for Iblis and Iblis too came looking for me.
The skirmishes were vicious. Iblis deployed a hit and run tactic. He was planning to take over my mind. He was pretty good at it. Six times I was warded in the psychiatric ward. I was pretty messed up. Even after I managed to destroy his universe, he was pretty strong.
He was elusive too. I was very tired of the whole thing. Although I had given all I got in fighting Iblis, that was nothing compared to my task when I was summoned to represent the human race in front of God.
I told you about my journey to the Throne of Allah (the place where I found his father hiding at Bukit Kiara. This place was ravaged due to deforestation). I didn't complete the journey and I cried asking God not to burden me with a task I cannot bear.
Then came 2014, for 4 years since 2009 I was mentally stable. I had lost 19 kg due to Atkins diet. I ran a 21 km race that year. Immediately after that I completed the 11 km Hill Run at Bukit Kiara for the first time. I was at the peak of my health. Rightfully nothing can go wrong.
Well what do you know? That year was my worst psychosis. We fought tooth and nail. It was the final press. Even the angels came and fought by our side. Though they do not kill, the angels acted as our shield. I was using my two bokken katanas. Thus I too did not kill. However I was at the battlefront.
We were fighting like they were fighting the Orcs in [the] The Lord of the Rings. Oh gosh, Sarah. I never seen so much blood. Anything goes as far as weapons were concerned; swords, stones, sticks and even decapitated limbs of the dead.
Back in the physical world, Lizzie was getting worried. I was talking to myself. Actually I was not talking to myself, I was giving battle commands to my troops. Of course I sounded like a madman to her. It was a battle of a lifetime LMAO. All the while I was fully aware what I was doing but I cannot relinquish my post! We were at the height of the battle. She cannot see what I saw.
Thankfully I managed to defeat Iblis before she called the Police to take me to the hospital. By the time I reached the hospital I would have [] (torn) my Roti Canai Spread. My brain was super active.
They decided to finally give me the ECT. That's the last resort. I stayed in the psychiatric ward for 1 month. The longest ever. The ECT was not bad. They dozed me off. So I didn't feel a thing.
Right after I came out from the hospital, I sentenced Iblis to the Beginner's Mind. He went through the torture for 2 years. After that I pardoned him and made him Lord Matterhorn, Master of Dark Tactics. I consider that as the best military decision I ever made in my life.
It turns out Iblis is a worthy companion. So now my closest buddies in Al Araf 7:7 are Iblis and Izrael. Together, the three of us form the Lonely Hearts Club Troika.
So that is why I was a bit reluctant to put Vader 7:7 *[thought] (through) Eternal Damnation. If I can reform Iblis after fighting him for 15 years, surely I can contain Vader 7:7 of the Antimatter. However, that is no longer my decision. Since ALL of you wanted Satan to go through Eternal Damnation, I have to adhere.
* Now you understand my predicament yeah?
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